Poetry

[keithy_19]

I was watching Rescue Me and I noticed how the one fire fighter writes poetry to help him deal with 9/11 and all the horrible things that he goes through while being a fire fighter.

I write 'poetry'(mostly in song form with a repeating chorus)to deal with my feelings. Does anyone else do this? Would anyone ever share any of their stuff here on the board? I'll get the ball rolling.

Background:I was really bummed out and pissed at someone and my brothers got back from the fire house so I put two and two together. I was also in a play, Peter Pan.

-I sometimes wish that life played out like a fairy tale
You could be my damsel in distress
Caught in a fire at the top of the tower
And I would let the fucking thing burn to the fucking ground

I would listen to your chorus of screams
And smile with my own pathetic satisfaction
Of knowing you could never do this to anyone ever again
And I would walk away as I waste the water filling my moat

As the people scatter and search for your remains
I will be watching from the dark brush
Smiling at every pathetic attempt to find
The person who they once held so dear-

Shortly they will find your burnt remains
Pieces of your crisp burnt skin
I will be home saying my prayers
Thanking God for fire and free will

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[bigbaldirish]

remember i said see the school shrink...


scratch that.


psychiatric help... immediately

Edit: honestly that's just plain evil, i've written empty threats before in songs. but never with so much detail.
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[keithy_19]

I use words as my way out. I write stuff so I won't do anything stupid. So as fucked up as it is, it's for the better.

Edit: Is it any good? Be hoenst too.

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This message was edited by KeithyBoBeefy on 8-7-04 @ 1:28 AM

[grlNIN]

Do you slip these poems into the locker of the subject?



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[bigbaldirish]

good, sure it's very vivid.

but it really scares me that you being young, write with that much hatred for one person.

did this girl (assumption) kick your puppy, steal your lunchmoney, break your tv, and sodomize you with a stick

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Keith.


seriously.....that is very scary stuff!!!!

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[Reephdweller]

Keith, if you need an outlet for your feelings about everything that's going on than the best thing you can do is express yourself. It's not a matter of the quality of your writing, but rather that you are using a creative outlet to get those feelings out there.

Why you need 700 different topics about it on this board is a different story, but post away sporto.

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[Reephdweller]

===scratch what I just wrote. I just read your writing.

See help IMMEDIATELY!!!!



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[grlNIN]

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[JohnnyCash]

Thats some angry stuff Keith...Seriously.

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[bigbaldirish]

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keithy don't kill me. please.

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[FUNKMAN]

And I would walk away as I waste the water filling my moat


very gay

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[grlNIN]

Damn ...that was freakin` harsh.



I was just trying to express my poetic talent.


I will not be sorry for the way i feel!!!

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[SatCam]

Keith, all this time I thought that WE were the place where you could dump your thoughts. I'm so replaced.

I don't know how to feel just now

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[Contra]

Damn, so the kid has some anger. Would you rather him be writing it, or killing this girl? I used to write some pretty sick shit when I was young. However poetry was always a great reliever of whatever strong emotions I had.

I think it was cool that he had the guts to share this with us, especially knowing that you guys were probably gunna tool on him, which you did, mission accoplished.

As a show of good faith, I'll share one of mine. I wrote this in 2000, right before I moved back to NJ. I was just out of high school, in PA, where I had lived for 10 years, and just sort of floating through life. I get unbelievably lazy when I get into a real funk. I really had no future plans, or any direction. So I wrote this, and made the decision to move back to NJ.

MY BATTLECRY

I'll never quite understand
This sorrowed life I lead
It gives me such little opportunity
It leaves my heart to bleed
It gives me all the talent in the world
But it can?t compete with my lazy ways
So instead of claiming my fame
I just sit home and waste the days
It gives me my true love
Then it sends me far away
And as she slips farther from my grasp
I just hope we reunite someday
Why must I be so sluggish
Why must I play the fool
Sometime I feel like toy
And people just use me as their tool
I never give up a fight
But I never pursue a dream
The things I want seem so distant
But thing aren?t always as they seem
So it?s time to take what?s mine
Make it a fight so I can?t give in
I don?t know if life knows it yet
But I know I?m destined to win
So one thing I know for sure
My mind no longer in a daze
If I go out during this battle
I?m going out in a blaze
No one is going to stop me
Life that goes for you too
So God as my witness
To this promise I will be true


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[East Side Dave]

Here's a little prose poem I call-

Summoning Hell Fire And Carpet Baggers

Why would
Jimmy
Buffet
get ejected
from
a basketball game

?

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[mikeyboy]

That's pretty dark and troubling. I echo the sentiments of others hear who suggested getting help.

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[DarkHippie]

Keith, I actually though it was rather good. At your age, crazy ass anger isn't that unusual, an at least you found a good outlet for it.

I really liked how you thanked god at the end for the fire. It's such a creepy ironic twist. I'm surprised no one picked up on that.

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[Katylina]

I was also in a play, Peter Pan.


What part did you play?


I liked your poem-- it's sick and twisted.

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[TheMojoPin]

Keith, you said you wanted to talk to someone, right? A professional?

Show them this.

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[Evilpete]

Why don't you all write journals get blogs, you can ut all your inane bullshit somewhere and you feel better in the end...works for me!!!!

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[Recyclerz]

I have but two comments:

What ever happened to nice poetry, like the one about that genetically gifted man from Nantucket?

&

I guess Keithy likes his women like he likes his burgers and steaks - well done.



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[Yerdaddy]

roses are red
violets are blue
die whore die
I'll burn you to a cinder and me and God will take turns shitting on your ashes


Shit. My pencil broke. Oh, here we go - a gas can, some matches, my girlfriend's address and my bible. Toodles!




get help

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[keithy_19]

Ok, I know it's messed up. I think that there is a part of everyone that is kind of messed up. In this case, really messed up. It's an outlet. It helps me deal with emotions I'm feeling. I would never harm this girl inr eal life, but with my wors and a pieace of paper I can.

'I'll watch the light fade'

This is killing me looking back
On all the times we would speak
I must have had tunnel vision lost track
Of everything of everything but you
Appears who you were
Appears I never had a clue
Appears I should have watched my back
But now it's to late
Asking of someone to please pull this dagger out
Asking of no one let me die
This blade is cold just like my revenge
This blood is warm just like your breath
If I could go back and do things differently
No questions asked I would go back
Made myself clear made myself to be so much more
Make myself not such a fool
Appears who you were
Appears I never had a clue
Appears I should have watched my back
But now it's to late
Asking of someone to please pull this dagger out
Asking of no one let me die
This blade is cold just like my revenge
This blood is warm just like your breath
It was always spiked with mint
Your breath was always spiked with mint
Your breath was always spiked with mint
I always loved your breath
Appears who you were
Appears I never had a clue
Appears I should have watched my back
But now it's to late
Asking of someone to please pull this dagger out
Asking of no one let me die
This blade is cold just like my revenge
This blood is warm just like your breath

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[keithy_19]

'Endings'

Let me take a step to the left and three more back
So I'm right up against this wall that will catch my body
After you put two in my chest and one in my head
As I'm biting a rag to keep my screams concealed before I'm dead
My faith in people has dwindled down to nothing
Life is simple you can't trust anything
Those lines I would use on you seem pointless now
When I have been gagged and my hands tied with a rope
Please let me utter these last words
'I will always love you forever more so please let me..'
My faith in people has dwindled down to nothing
Life is simple you can't trust anything
If you ever feel like your going to regret what you did don't
We've mapped our territory it is etched in stone
I crossed the border and there's no going back
I tried so hard to re-write our history to re-write that simple fact
My faith in people has dwindled down to nothing
Life is simple you can't trust anything

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[Yerdaddy]

Courtney Love just called. She said you need to get some help.

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[keithy_19]

Don't worry about me. I told you this is my outlet. This is what keeps me from killing myself. This and my niece and dog.

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[DarkHippie]

This thread inspired me to post a poem of mine, even though I'm not a poet by any means.

Anymore

I drove a concete river
to be with her again.
Her friends held court, with snicker and jest, never to get in.
A message bottle from her past, to never reach her shores, it's true,
she doesn't love me anymore.

She called me up last month or so,
the Summer blew her to town.
Maybe get together and remenisce; another word for "fuck" I guess.
But I'm never one to turn down a woman at my front door, though I know
she doesn't love me anymore.

how did we get so far apart?
Ignore my phone calls and letters.
I didn't mean to make you pity me so.
Live your life, i swear i'll get better.

I hear from her every now and then,
She comes to me with her troubles,
and various exploits and conquests,
of men laying down over puddles.
And when she says "thank you" I say
"that's what friends are for," cause I know
she doesn't love me anymore.

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Spirit. It cannot be broken and it cannot be stolen away. A victim in the throes of despair might feel otherwise, and certainly the victim's "master" would like to believe it so. But in truth, the spirit remains, sometimes buried but never fully removed.

...

How many tyrants have tried? How many rulers have sought to reduce their subjects to simple, unthinking instruments of profit and gain? They steal the loves, the religions, of their people; they seek to steal the spirit.

Ultimately and inevitably, they fail. This I must believe. If the flame of the spirit's candle is extinguished, there is only death, and the tyrant finds no gain in a kingdom littered with corpses.

But it is a resilient thing, this flame of spirit, indomitable and ever-striving. In some, at least, it will survive, to the tyrant's demise.
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But there is another side to that weighted emotion. Conscience does not always adhere to rational judgment. Guilt is always a self-imposed burden, but it is not always rightly imposed.

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In time, bolstered by the confidence of trusted friends, I came to throw off many of those burdens. Others remain and always shall. I accept this as inevitable, and use the weight to guide my future steps.

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honestly keithy, maybe you should try to write a story, personally i think your are very good at painting a picture with words, i just don't think poetry is the right way for you to do it.

you don't have the metaphors for it, your too real life.

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[Yerdaddy]

Kieth, you need to be more like Hippie there and internalize your pain. Just shove it right down inside and never let it out, especially not on the message board. Or, maybe you two can get together and cancel each other out, then maybe you can go out and get laid. Or Hippie can get laid and Kieth can watch from the closet. Speaking of which, you should stay in that closet too, Kieth. :)

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[canofsoup15]

You can eat them in a box
You can eat them with a fox
You can eat them with a mouse
You can eat them in a house...

My name is Sam. (For Real). So I claim this poem as my own. Done.

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[keithy_19]

I'm actually writing a book. It's entitled 'May Flies' because may flies live, give birth, and die. I just kinda liked that for a title. I've written four short chapters. People say it's pretty good, but I bet they're lying to me.

Kat, I played the bitch. Seriously, I played the dog and the crocodile. As gay as it seems, I got one of the loudest, longest applauses at curtain call.

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[TheKnicks23]

Keithy- Not only are you a starved attention whore, but it seems that you are also extremely disturbed and possibly insane.

Seek help, not just for the benefit of this board but for those who have to live around you.

And to everyone else: we should stop giving into his games. If this post was called "HELP ME! I NEED ATTENTION!" then it would be fine. Otherwise stop feeding into his stupid "feel bad for me I'm a whiny tennager and no one has ever gone through what I'm going through" games.

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[keithy_19]

Hey knicks, you think I'm playing a game with everyone? I'm not that smart, or bored, to play games with this message board.

The original meaning for this thread was to see what people thought about my stuff I wrote. But fine, I'll stop. It's not my fault that stuff I write is dark. I also write love songs too, I was gunna post one of those. I wrote one about abortion that my English teacher said was great. But fuck it.

Edit:Ok, I guess it is my fault that it's dark, but whatever.

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[TheMojoPin]

Hey now, knicks.

Keithy started a thread called "Poetry," and posted his poetry in it. What did you expect? Anyone can start a thread like that if they wish. In fact, we have had threads devoted to posters' poetry in the past, so this is a duplicate thread.

Urge to lock...rising...

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[keithy_19]

I'm sorry MoJo. I didn't do a search. I honestly didn't recall any other poetry threads.

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[bigbaldirish]

he asked an opinion i gave it, it just happened to tie into his getting help thread.

and i actually think it's good, although very twisted. i don't think this is a cry for attention.

i think this is a cry for approval, and he got it from me, to a point.

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[TheMojoPin]

Ancient as fuck R&F.net poetry thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/5533/page/Post_your_POETIC_ramblings_here___.htm)

A Nellie poem thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/11113/page/a_new_poem.htm)

Another Nellie poetry thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/10547/page/i_wrote_a_poem.htm)

Christy wants YOU to share your poetry! (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/9877/page/Poetry_Songwriting.htm)

AngelAmy hits you with the poetry deepness! (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/9787/page/just_a_lil_inane_poem_type_thing.htm)

Inspired by the "street" Al Dukes. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/46/Topic/12761/page/AL_DUKE_S_SLAM_POETRY_.htm)

Inky drops some poetry knowledge. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/12356/page/post_your_poetry_here.htm)

Yet another Nellie poetry thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/11857/page/_Unrequitted_Love_.htm)

Still another Nellie poetry thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/11694/page/_Too_Much__.htm)

Once again, a Nellie poetry thread. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/11278/page/this_may_have_gotten_anoying__but___.htm)

LOOK! A NELLIE POETRY THREAD! (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/52/Topic/11896/page/ALL_OF_MY_POEMS__INCLUDING_3_I_HAVEN_T_POSTED__The re_are_over_20_of_them_.htm#bottom)

Poems of love. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/81/Topic/22751/page/Love_Poems.htm)

I'm not gonna lock this one Keithy, I was just joshin'. It looks like there hasn't been a poetry thread in over a year here, so I'll just point people to this one if we get duplicates down the line.

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[keithy_19]

This is a different kind of poetry thread. It has to be.

And oh, the stuff I shoed you I wrote awhile ago. I'm doing better now. I got a girl, I got some will back, sort of.

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[HBox]

This is a different kind of poetry thread. It has to be.

Yeah, a fucking nutso poetry thread.

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[keithy_19]

Yeah, a fucking nutso poetry thread.


Just wanted to say that I'm glad you admire my work.

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[HBox]

BTW, I want you to know that I am truly sorry for anything I might have ever said that offended you in even the slightest way, and I also want you to know I have loaded firearms in my house.

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[keithy_19]

So...I'm going to be known as the 'crazy' teenager for now on, huh? Fair enough. In that case...

I want to murder people and sleep with old women. I want to burn fields of corn just for fun. I like to dress up as a clown and play the harmonica for kids at the orphanage before I set fire too it. I like to watch people burn too. It's so much fun.








All of that was in jest, by the way.

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[HBox]

::slowly inches away::

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[keithy_19]

:)

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[SatCam]

There once was a boy from New York
At birth the doc said he wouldn't talk
He wrote out of spite
And his death poems bite
That's the story of the boy from New York.

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[keithy_19]

Wow SatCam. I'm really glad that this boy was from New York, because if he had been from Jersey I might think that you were trying to insult me.

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[SatCam]

You live on the state line, dont you?

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[keithy_19]

No I do not live on the border.

And even if I did, I'm still from Jersey.

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This message was edited by KeithyBoBeefy on 8-8-04 @ 12:00 AM

[reeshy]

Keithy,

I remember when my son was 15 (He's 25 now and on the FDNY) He would listen to all sorts of heavy death mnetal music and hang out with Goths...I was worried as hell that he would come to no good..but guess what...He grew up and outgrew all of that...so will you...it's all part of growing up....you'll be fine!!!

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[Lumber]

Yup, He`s a tough Jersey Boy... He`ll be fine.

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[East Side Dave]

Yup, He`s a tough Jersey Boy... He`ll be fine.


Not necessarily. I used to write poems like this.






Run, Keithy.

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[keithy_19]

'realization'

I'm letting go of everything that I used to know
And I feel better already
Sometimes I wish that it could have worked differently
I didn't want a broken heart to be the reason I moved on
Call me stupid
Call me miserable call me anything you want
I'm better off without you
I'm trying to take back my pride
Don't mind me so what if it's hurting
I could care less these wounds will heal eventually
I'm OK with knowing I was always your second best
I know that you tried to flunk me but babe I passed the test
Call me stupid
Call me miserable call me anything you want
I'm better off without you
I'm trying to take back my pride
Sometimes I wish that you never existed
Foolishly I was walking along believing every word that people said
I'm better now living life the way I want to
It feels good to wake up for a change
Call me stupid
Call me miserable call me anything you want
I'm better off without you
I'm trying to take back my pride


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[TheKnicks23]

Call me stupid
Call me miserable

....

Heh, I kinda liked that last one. Certainly better than the other ones. Maybe it was because you weren't burning anybody.

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[keithy_19]

The 'call me miserable' part was because this girl didn't go to prom with me because she called me miserable. She said 'you are always miserable.' But that's ok.

And thanks for the kind words. Not everything I write is about hurting myself or someone else. I actually just posted the few thata re probably the most graphic.

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[SatCam]

Here's a poem I call "Tears of Blood"

My wrists used to cry
Blood all night
I would ask "wrist, why are you crying?"
My wrist would reply
"because you abuse me
"at night, you whip out your cock
"and you force it into me
"you call this 'spanking the monkey'
"I call it rape of the hand"

That's the poem about why I don't masturbate anymore.

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[keithy_19]

'saving grace'

Black clouds hanging over your head
Storm Clouds hanging over your head
This time you think your better of dead
Now you wish that you were dead
I can't watch this much longer
A man who's on his last will
To live with all of this weighing you down
Wish I could save you from your pain
These tree's seem darker then ever before
This path is beaten your shoes are worn
I can understand why you cry
I don't ever want you to cry
I can't watch this much longer
A man who's crying out loud
To live with all of this weighing you down

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[keithy_19]

'an ode to giggles' for Katylina

Shortbread or oreo
Chips ahoy but I must gloat
The best cookies are the ones
That talk with mouths and tounges

I used to think food had no souls
Until that day I tried to swallow a cookie whole
'What the fuck!' the giggle cookie screamed
'Why are you so God damn mean!'

The rest of the day we talked and talked
The giggle started to fall apart
Dripping wet basted in my saliva
I put him in the microwave and set the bitch on fira!

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[Katylina]

Does anyone else remember these cookies??

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[HBox]

Here's one I call Happy Mouse:

Hickory Dickory Dock
The mouse ran up the clock
the clock struck 1 and down he run
to KILL ALL MY STUPID EX-GIRLFRIENDS!! I LOVED YOU ALL!!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO DIE!!!! I CAN NEVER LOVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Great work, HBOX!

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