Crying

[keithy_19]

Lately I've been feeling emotionally drained. They say that MS patients often go through depression. I feel like I could cry, yet there's no tears. I almost wish I would just let it out, but I can't. When was the last time you broke down and cried?

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[sr71blackbird]

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[Alice S. Fuzzybutt]

No. cut Keith some, if not, alot of slack.

For the most part. he's posted just teenage bullshit.

I can let that go.

Keith is in pain.

I have a ZERO TOLERANCE on razzing keith right now.

Hang in there, hun.

He needs our support.




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[JPMNICK]

SR71 got yelled at!!! hahahaha.

::pulling myself together::

Keith. Its def. ok to cry. I am sure it has a lot to do with all the extra hormones and shit racing through your body. Sometimes when you are 16, you feel like you have the weight of the world on yuor shoulders and every decision you make is important and wrong. We all go through it. It does suck. If you want to let it out watch a sad movie. Watch it late at night when you are real tired and alone. I would rent Rudy. Gets me every damn time when they chant his name. Anyway, sometimes you just need the catalyst to get the tears flowing. Once you start, you can cry about what is bothering you.

Its been almost 4 years since I have cried. I have not thought about that in a while. That is prettty long. I think i am going to rent rudy this weekend. Anyway i cried when my cousin died. He died in a ford explorer with those shitty tires on it. He was only 17 at the time, and had 3 of my little cousins in the car with him. They all lived, but he got thrown from the car. The worst part was, he was following his parents home from dinner on the parkway and they saw the whole thing from the rear view mirror. Very sad story. Anyway stay strong man, its ok to cry sometimes. Life can be a bitch, and so can girls. And teachers. And school. and work. And parents.


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[Iamnotatool]

I'm in agreement with the fuzzy butted one. Keith might be a PITA sometimes. But, hell, this is understandable.

KeithyBoManly. Don't worry. 1st, nothing wrong w/ crying. 2nd, we all go through it at different points. Keep your head up.

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[smiler grogan]

Last fall we got this great dog from the shelter.I already have a dog so we had them meet and everything was fine.We also have a cat so we asked the shelter if hes ok with cats they said he seemed fine and honestly there were a ton of cats at the shelter and this little guy was completely indifferent to them.Unfortunately at home when he met our cat he cornered it and tried to kill it. We tried everything to seperate them but this dog was obsessed with the cat. long story short we had to give him to another couple. As soon as he left i turned to my fiance and blubbered like a baby. To this day when I see a small dog I get weepy.

[Heavy]

Well Kiethy, we all know I help when I can, so I was looking for my old crying thread to let you know youre not alone, but evidently some communists are deleting all the old thread so its gone. I did find this though, and it should help.

Here. (http://www.ronfez.net/messageboard/viewmessages.cfm/Forum/75/Topic/30520/page/I_want_alot_of_monkeys.htm)

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[monsterone]

i'm with fuzzypants on this one :p

keith, you're a teenager (regardless of you disease), and the chemical changes might have something to do with your mood changes. in retrospect, those years should be made the most of, but it's not something you can force.

feel better buddy, you will soon and flood us w/ retarded teen angst post (hopefully). enjoy yourself and don't get too caught up in teen drama, you'll get through it.

even with your disease, make the most of what you have. live everyday like tomorrow is you last. have fun and don't worry, we all have shitty days, weeks, months, etc... keep you're spirit good and live life to it's fullest.

hope you feel better sooon and good luck budday.

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[KERMIT]

Feel better man

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[fluffernutter]

I have a ZERO TOLERANCE on razzing keith right now.


I have also had a change of heart recently and my heart goes out to you man. Keep your chin up and don't hesitate to shoot me a PM or something if you need to talk.

I personally love to cry. It is a good release to do and above all it's human. Anyone who doesn't cry becasue of some macho bullshit has no soul. I always seem to get, not totally bawling, but a little teary when I really connect with some music. A few songs that really do it for me and nothing feels better than letting that song just get in underneath your heart and letting all the emotion pent up in there just blow out your mouth as you are screaming your head off while driving in your car. Yeah, kind of like that.

Take care of yourself man.

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[curtoid]

I'm with Madam Fuzzybutt, Fluffer and M1 here.

To answer your question Keith, it's been awhile since I let out a big ol' cry. Might be about 2 1/2 years ago when the whole family moved away - that was pretty hard. As much as I knew it was right, and had encouraged them to go, it meant a significant part of my life was over, and it was really sad.

This was October 2001, and I was feeling pretty emotionally frayed as it was - I live about a mile from the Pentagon, and used to have to drive by it every day coming home from work. Going into work, I could sort of drive around the area that was hit by the plane and not see it, but coming home I couldn't avoid it, and it just reduced me to a puddle some days.

I don't know if I cried or not a year later, during the sniper goings on here in DC. The details of the victims and their families just seemed to real at the time - they really seemed like people I would have known.

I also can wuss out when it comes to pets and death. Last year things got tough when my 17 year old cat got real sick and we didn't know how much longer he'd make it. Also, in the last couple of months I've had to help friends of mine bury their pets, and I'm sure I misted over.

Also, health news does bum me out. I have one friend going through Chemo, and every 4 - 8 months they have to try a new and different drug because the last one stopped being effective. Theorhetically they can do this forever, however the truth is eventually her body is just going to give out. Whenever I think about that too much, I mist up too.

Finally, one very, very close friend last night called me up with news that she's got an ovarian syst, and this has me freaked out just a bit - I've known 2 people who have had these before. One had it removed, and was all right, and another died a year later.

::exhale::

Ahhhhh...so, yeah...everyone feels the need to cry. It's not healthy to hold it in. Your body is trying to tell you something and will more than likely feel healthier if you can get your cry on.

M1 is right, however, that a lot of what you are feeling are the conflicting, annoying hormones. However, if you still feel you need a good cry and can't, give Fez's mama a call. I'm sure she can come right on up and give you a good spanking to make it all right.

:8o:

Feel better buddy.


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[grlNIN]

I used to have that problem when my depression was at its lowest. In all seriousness i found that screaming into pillows(so no one thought i was being murdered) helps. It's helps get the "pent up" feeling out.

Hope you feel better soon Keith.



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[BooBooKittyFuck]

What is making you so upset Keith? I read some things about depression in the above posts, are you a manic depressant? My father is a Manic depressant with violent tendencies topped with a case of scizophrenia (sp?) But bottom line as long as he takes the medication he is on he is a very sweet person. I grew up with this and maybe could help you. If you would like to talk feel free to email me. And to answer your question I cry a lot I get very homesick here in NY and have 1 friend (you know her as Kat) If it wasn't for her and my husband I would be a wreck. I have a VERY short fuse and sometimes cry just so I don't get myself in trouble. Feel free to email me, I have a brother your age and understand what you guys are going through. Fell better hon.

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[East Side Dave]

Keithy, whenever I feel blue, I like to listen to the music of a little band.....I call..........Devo.

It'll cheer you up real quick!
That...or a killing spree!

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[Iamnotatool]

I personally love to cry.



Ok, that is just gay.




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[sr71blackbird]

Keith, Im sorry if I hurt your feelings. The rest of you guys, look, you guys rip him up all the time and I throw one little shot at him as a joke and Im a bad guy. If you look at any of my other posts in response to what he has posted up here youll see I have been nothing but supportive of the guy, so quit your collective belly aching!

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[JPMNICK]

Trust me, i think everyone here knew where you were coming from on that one. Just wrong place wrong time. You should try and limit the bashing to threads involving the word "marijuana"

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[fluffernutter]

Ok, that is just gay.


True, but I am secure enough with myself to not let it bother me like other things that have been said to hurt me.

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[Se7en]

Everyone here's way too in touch with their "feminine" side.

You should do as I do - keep those negative emotions suppressed inside yourself where they can develop into a heavy ball of intense rage and hatred of others.

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[fluffernutter]

You should do as I do - keep those negative emotions suppressed inside yourself where they can develop into a heavy ball of intense rage and hatred of others.


Then I can marry a McMahon and run the WWE into the ground.

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[grlNIN]

Everyone here's way too in touch with their "feminine" side.




Ahem.


I think i have the grounds to be considering i own a vagina.

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[Mike Teacher]

I think i have the grounds to be considering i own a vagina.


Wow; and with Vagina Mortgage rates the way they are, you're sitting on a lot of Vagina Equity.

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[Katylina]

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[East Side Dave]

I'm here for you, too, Keithy. ......(but in a NAMBLA sort of way, lil' tiger)

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[Duke]

Everyone here's way too in touch with their "feminine" side.

You should do as I do - keep those negative emotions suppressed inside yourself where they can develop into a heavy ball of intense rage and hatred of others.

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hey, thats what i do in football (but i am not emtionaly upset) i just try to get pissed off before hand....

HELL IT WORKS.....


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[Duke]

kiethy i think u do take it out on something u taking it out on pot....

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u taking it out on pot

Take it out on pot... pots and pans that is. Beat those pots and pans like they abused you to no end. You should feel better after that. Beating pots and pans... good way to get your anger out.

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[Duke]

and bang those kettles to...

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[shamus mcfitzy]

Keithy don't bang nothing. He's all saintly and stuff. :)

I cry like every Monday at least (when i'm with my therapist). Through my depression I've just totally turned to just making people laugh and just assuming that everything will be alright. It's like a lazy sort of belief in fate. It helps me though. If you can just live your life to what you believe is its fullest everyday, then you know you've lived.

You don't seem like the kinda guy that cares what anyone else thinks so just cry. Fuck everyone else. They're probably going to hell.

[Crippler]

I think i have the grounds to be considering i own a vagina.
You're so lucky!

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Keith, hope you feel a little better with each day...stay strong of mind and don't bother trying to hold back the emotion.

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[Jennitalia]

The last time I really, really cried was about a month ago. I thought it was because of something that had just happened, but once I calmed down, I realized I never really dealt with something that happened almost 4 years ago (similar experience, but it was too emotional for me to want to deal with at the time). So it was good to finally come to terms with it. Not sure if I'll ever really get over it (what happened 4 years ago), but at least I understand why I lost it so much when I had my cry.

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[FUNKMAN]

i just hate it when doves cry...
:)

just kidding man...

if you are sincere i hope that you find some peace and comfort and move on to a happier state of mind...


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[mercury29]

I'm also with the Fuzzster. Hang in there buddy. Just let it come naturally if it's gonna.

[high fly]

Not long ago I was listening to a Gillian Welch song that got me real sad.
There was a line that I thought said, "Daddy died."
It didn't, but I got to thinking about the sometimes difficult relationship I've had with my father, which is good now, by the way.
He's in his 70s now and won't be here forever and is a fine man who has led a fine life.
I thought how it would be living in a time when he was not around and I broke down sobbing hysterically.
I just went completely to pieces.
Hell, I'm getting a creeper now.

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[Evilpete]

What I hate is when I want to cry, but for some reason I can't. I get the pressure feeling on the front of my head, and I feel worse because I want to do it, but I can't.

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[FUNKMAN]

What I hate is when I want to cry, but for some reason I can't. I get the pressure feeling on the front of my head, and I feel worse because I want to do it, but I can't


drink some red wine... when my best friend passed away in 98' i was fine throughout the viewings and burial but at the meal afterwards i had a glass of red wine and it was like 'the skies opened up' or you can say 'my eyes opened up'...

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