self control

[Johnathan H Christ]

today in my travels i stopped by an electronics store to get some parts to wire my car stereo. inside i found a guy who i've been hoping to never see again. the guy who 6 years ago knowingly set me up with an undercover cop, and got me 3 distribution charges of MDMA and crystal. i know it for a fact that he knew what he was doing when he set me up... cause he sold to him twice before i did. he didnt get in any trouble, the cops already knew it was coming from me. so i find this snitch bastard working, and he's trying to sell some lady a cell phone. i walk up and stand behind her to wait my turn when i recognise him. he saw me and stopped in the middle of what he was saying when he recognised me. and everything in my head screamed for me to pick up the heavyest object around and dash out his brains.. i was so angry i could feel myself beginning to shake rom the adrenalin. i'm shaking right now just thinking about it. but a mad as i am about it.... i know i wouldnt have been in any trouble if i hadnt been doing something i shouldnt have. and no matter how mad i get...physicly hurting this guy isnt going to make me feel better in the long run, cause i'm not that kind of guy. i guess i just have to be satisfied to know that i ruined his day.... he was scared shitless, and i imagine he will be for a while, because now he knows that i can find him if i want to. but at my ripe old age of 24 i believe that karma is best left to do her own business. and i hope that business involves railroad spikes through the feet and a slow moving steamroller. anyway... long story short, score one for self control.

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[jratt]

wow that was a tuff one to deal with but you
where right what i would have done is give my brother a call and get him and all his little hoodies to come down a few days later and just give this guy a hard time in the store not hurt him but make sure he thinks he cant be safe at work and have him do this a few times to insure an ulser or an anxiety problem

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[furie]

i was so angry i could feel myself beginning to shake rom the adrenalin.


are you sure it wasn't from the crystal meth?

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[jocefus]

i'd be more then happy to toss this guy a beating for ya..just let me know.

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[Johnathan H Christ]

are you sure it wasn't from the crystal meth?

hehe.....i get jokes. but on the real, i've been chemical free for about three years. i out grew the age when you can runaround doing all kinds of amphetamines. it wasnt exactly furthering my life.

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[The Chairman]

Well, as you say, if you hadn't broken the law in the first place...but good job in explaining your actions in the narrative and on the restraint you used. He will sweat it out now and who knows how many other former dealers he's going to run into now that he sells cell phones...

One of my best friend's jumped off the highest building in Dallas after his parents picked him up after (unsuccessfully) leaving rehab for crystal meth addiction. Dead at 24. That is a nasty drug.

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[angrymissy]

. but at my ripe old age of 24 i believe that karma is best left to do her own business

Good idea. I have urges to beat the crap out of people, and realize that I'm old now and can go to jail, not like when I was 16.

Crystal is horrific. Out of 5 people I know who used to do it on the regular, 3 of em are dead. Bad shit.

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[Contra]

well not all of us have that philosophy, although it is a good one to have.

my boy steve got locked up at 15 for two years cause some chicken shit kid ratted him out when he got caught, and the kid did no time. he was in Ju-V till 17 and the first week he was out, we went looking for the kid. it wasnt that hard since they lived right in the same complex. so there he was, outside putting something in the trunk of his car. now the only reason this kid wasnt in a wheelchair already was because steve told us not to touch him, he wanted the pleasure for himself when he got out. so we rolled up on the kid, and steve popped out. they conversated for a little, and it got more heated, and then steve popped the kid right in the mouth. they scuffled a little, but the kid didnt stand a chance. steve pretty much beat him sensless, and even literally knocked him out of his sneakers. after about 7 or 8 minutes we yelled to steve to get back in the car so we could leave, cause a few more punches to the head like that and the kid probably would have died.

and life went on, steve avenged himself and th kid never ratted again, not even about the fight that put him in intensive care for two weeks.

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[TheGameHHH]

What exactly did you say to the dude? Did you just stare at him or what?

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[fatty]

i know i wouldnt have been in any trouble if i hadnt been doing something i shouldnt have.


screw that noise, you only get in trouble if you get caught, and anyone helping out the cops to rat someone out is a scumbag. if the cops catch you then you're done, but i cannot stand rats. little shitbag cuts a deal just so he's not in trouble, they are worse than the cops.

but hey, if you feel better about it good for you. that would have been the last day of his life if that was me.

but if i can make any suggestion just stick to weed. i do it everyday and it ain't not made no difference in smarts of me.

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[Dewey]

You did the right thing. It wouldn't have been worth it to go to jail over the weasel twice.

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[Johnathan H Christ]

What exactly did you say to the dude? Did you just stare at him or what?


basicly i stood by the lady he was helping untill he looked at me, and recognised me. (im guessing, cause he stopped in mid sentence...then went back to what he was bullshitting about) at this point i was helped by another employee. i was kinda stunned at the time. i hadnt expected to see him again. i went about getting my line level convertr and thought about what to do. if i yell at him in the store... i cant do anything serious later. plus i still have 9 years of unserved time hanging over my head till 2005. i still have to trad carefully cause i'm not 100% out of trouble from that whole experience. i ran the gambit of options as i drove home. trust me, my first thoughts were pretty evil. but i'm just not a killer, and i think this guy's life will end up being punishment enough. i'm working on leaving behind all the dumb shit i used to do, and i dont want to start any new drama. maybe i'll just wait on it, perhaps one day i'll comeup with a clever way to ruin his life. infact, not to sound crazy, but rather than murdering him...i'd like to cause a long sequence of events in his life that would eventually lead him to kill himself. that would be justice. i'm babbling, i'll shut up now

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[high fly]

'Preciate the honesty, man.
Lessee, you were selling MDMA and crystal back when you were 18? To other teenagers, I presume?
I'll admit it, I was just as dumb, if not dumber-- gotta put that up front before I say that your getting busted was good for society, if you've really straightening up and all.
I believe you reap what you sow, and if that asshole didn't snitch on you, then someone else would have, or you woulda had to pay another way, somehow.
For being a snitch, that asshole will also pay. He'll probably have nightmares about you for quite some time.
You don't have to do anything, he'll suffer.
Follow your head, not your emotions.
The more you stir the shit, the more it'll stink.

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[Reephdweller]

Wow DrtyLuv, I don't know how you held back, but you did the right thing. It should also be a good sign as I'm sure you're aware that you are beyond the life you were once living and are better than that moron.

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