Ikeaboy what now?

[adolescentmasturbator]

You finally found a movie forum and it's been taken away. Have you been driven to depression? Are you contemplating suicide?

I will get a sig pic...eventually

[IkeaBoy]

Have you been driven to depression? Are you contemplating suicide? Yes but that's nothing new. Anyway I can still post movie comments in Off Topic, Old School and at opieanthony.com. I will survive.

[adolescentmasturbator]

I will surviveSo far I haven't been able to sleep
So far I haven't been able to eat
My body's all tied up inside
I will have nowhere to hide
From the sentence that's due to me
From the troubles of the raging sea

How will I survive
Without a compass for my guide
How will I get through
How will I survive

Where will this road lead me to
Not shelter up in the hills
Not a bed left for the ill
Travel I continue still
All alone except for the comfort
Of the silent wind
All alone except for the comfort
Of my sins

How will I survive
Without a compass for my guide

Where will this road lead me to
Not a tiny small place in the earth
Showing me its small and priceless worth
All alone except for the comfort
Of the silent wind
All alone except for the comfort
Of my sins

How will I survive
Without a compass for my guide
How will I get through
How will I survive

Where will this road lead me to
Towards the lights flashing before me
Towards my doom
That I've been too blind to see
All alone except for the comfort of the silent wind
All alone except for the comfort of my sin

I will get a sig pic...eventually

[IkeaBoy]

It could be worse, you could have Gloria Gaynored me

[adolescentmasturbator]

[quote]A TEENAGER created his own death site on the internet - and hanged himself.

Simon Kelly, 18, first searched the web for information on how to commit suicide, then set up a page saying how and why he would do it.

It contained heartbreaking messages for his parents - who came home from holiday yesterday to be told of Simon's death by his older brother Nick.

Simon wrote he had known he would kill himself since March but waited until mum Hilary and dad Paul visited the US, leaving him alone in the house in Wadebridge, Cornwall.

His body was found at 7am on Thursday by workmates who arrived to pick him up for his summer job at a greengrocer's.

A note gave the address of his website, entitled "Live fast, die young, leave a pretty corpse".

It opened with the message: "Hi and welcome to the homepage of my death. I assume that if you are reading this, then I have died."

It was split into sections detailing reasons for his suicide, his regrets, who he wanted his possessions to go to, his funeral wishes and TEN goodbye messages for family and friends. One told his parents:

"I apologise for all of this, as I know it will be you who it affects the most.

"I realised several months ago that I was never gonna be the son that I know you wanted me to grow up to become.

"I am sorry that I've never met your expectations. Please forgive me
for what I've done, as I can never forgive myself.

"Don't blame yourself for what has happened. I am glad that we
were on good terms the last time we saw each other."

A message for his mother said: "Your goodbye was brief, but I shall
always treasure your memory."

And to his dad he said: "Thanks for the words of advice at the train
station, I have never felt closer to you.

"I was hoping that you wouldn't notice me crying as I drove away and
I don't think you did."

A note to an ex-girlfriend said: "I hope you realise now why we had
to break up. However much you hurt then, I knew it would be worse
if your boyfriend died."

Another for his school predicted his A-level grades, due next
month, would be "a disappointment".

Under the heading My Death, Simon then wrote: "I plan to kill
myself by suspension hanging."

And he named and thanked other websites which helped him carry
out his death wish.

He went on: "I have been suicidal, on and off, for about two years. I
decided I was going to kill myself around March this year and that it
would be in the days before my parents got back from holiday.

"I wanted to experience the independence afforded me by an empty
house and I also needed time alone to prepare."

He said he was destined for failure because of a lack of motivation,
and added: "I am also completely bored by life at the moment. I
know that is a sad thing for an 18-year-old to say, but I don't
enjoy life any more. Food is tasteless and bland, life is similar.

"Please have it in your hearts to forgive me."

Finally, he listed his requests for his funeral and cremation, asking
for the Jamiroquai track Deeper Underground and the Robbie
Williams hit Angels to be played.

Last night his grief-stricken parents asked for the site to be closed.

A family frien

[adolescentmasturbator]

Ikeaboy wait don't kill yourself.

I will get a sig pic...eventually