An Apology

[FMJeff]

A lot of my anger comes from a childhood of dealing with a couple of black kids in my school who beat up and humiliated the smaller white kids. I dated a black girl for six months and every time I'd visit her I was reminded that I wasn't welcomed by her family and friends. The rest is just bad experiences I've had throughout my life.

I don't think its necessary to go into details. When I saw 4nd-delay's thread, it brought up a lot of memories and a lot of anger. We're all coming from different places, I don't expect you to understand. I know some of you do.

Was it wrong? On this board, yes...even I forget my "disney world" mantra sometimes. I'm a person with flaws too. But I'm also a member, and I stepped over the line. To follow my own rules, I am putting myself on a two week extended vacation, to show you that not even I am above the rules.

It was not my intention to offend, but to vent. I apologize for posting this on the board and causing all of this uproar.

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[JerseyRich]

Apology accepted HNIC.

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[fiestygal]

dear jeff..you are my friend adn you know that BUT when i did read your comments i was shocked...me, as a member of this board, do accept your apology..i know people have their differences with other races, genders, religions, sexuality, etc still in this world...i am glad that you arent ABOVE the rules that are set for this board adn i think its fair what you have done by banning yourself although the comments are ones that ya cant erase IN THEORY though on this board you could edit them but YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN....

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[GaryWyze]

<font color=purple>Race is a sensitive subject, and one which people are almost always passionate about.

It's easy to get carried away.

Admitting you were wrong, however, is quite a bit harder... especially when doing so publicly.

I say well done!</font>

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[TheGameHHH]

Seriously man, I think that's a bold step. Very classy.

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[Hawiian shirt craig]

wow jeff, i'm impressed. i
am gonna go read what u
wrote in a minute, but if
YOU think it was out of line
enough to bann urself, u
must have done something
bad.

i suppose u will be going
on a trip to the andes, in
order to find yourself.... or
some trancendental BS.

well, u think long and hard
about what you've done,
and i dont want to catch you
reading those comics after
bed time!


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[KC2OSO]

there IS NO LINE

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[fluffernutter]

That was an amazing stand up thing to do. I admire that.

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[canofsoup15]

I think it was a very good thing to show that adm have to go by the rules,and im sure we all accept your apology, now go to your room. jk.

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[HordeKing1]

JEFF - An impressive display of charcter. This action speaks very highly of you.

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[Gmann]

Hey Jeff....Im gonna go read what you said. I think its admirable your banning yourself for what you said, regardless you were just giving your input and opinion on a subject. If anybody knows you and the kind of person you are then nobody will take offence to what you said.If they do....hey...your just saying whats on your mind, its an opinion....and it should be respected.

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[MavisBeacon]

i for one was very upset

being a person of color, i took offense to this

but very kind of you to do jeff

please come back soon!

[FollowThisLogic]

Hey, I got ignored when I banned myself... :)

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[Sephiroth]

How's it hangin'?

This message was edited by JustJon on 10-29-02 @ 12:19 AM

[Gmann]

Hey, I got ignored when I banned myself...





HA HA...FTL is cheap

FEAR....FEAR attracts the fearful....the strong, the weak, the innocent, the corrupt.....FEAR....FEAR is my ally!!!

[MavisBeacon]

just dont say nigger, k?!?

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This message was edited by JustJon on 10-29-02 @ 12:20 AM

[MavisBeacon]

stop with the chink talk

[ChrisTheCop]

Unfortunately, we're too late. We may never know what Jeff said that made him masturban himself. Once again, Ive missed the drama.

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[shorty]

I don't know Jeff, but from what I can tell from his posts he seems to be pretty level-headed. Needless to say, I was shocked when I read the post in question, but I think it took a lot for him to apologize and ban himself. I'm glad you were able to be a man about things and see the other side, Jeff, good job.

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[armymad]

can we all just live in peace & love

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[tricia]

I don't know Jeff, but from what I can tell from his posts he seems to be pretty level-headed
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[TheMojoPin]

I was righteously pissed, but I'll give credit where credit's due. Jeff owned up, apologized, and made things as close to right as possible. See you in two weeks, Jeff.

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[Earth2RON]

What the fukk did i miss?

I guess i need to start reading all of the threads more often!

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[silera]

I wasn't offended.

Call me a spic anytime you're pissed with the Mexican that mows your lawn.

I'll take one for the team.



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[RF Godfather]

Ballsy and classy move at that Jeff.

See you in 2.

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[fatty]

well although i was surprised at your opinion i kinda figured there was decent reasoning behind it, you don't seem like a person who would feel so strongly about a subject without reason.

anyways there's no need for the ban but if you feel it is then do it up and we'll see you soon budday.

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[Aggie]

I was righteously pissed, but I'll give credit where credit's due. Jeff owned up, apologized, and made things as close to right as possible. See you in two weeks, Jeff.


what he said.

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[Doogie]

What the fukk did i miss?


I am in the same boat as you...play Sim City classic for a lil bit, come back and there is bedlam. The admins are banning themselves...I think the tune "The world turned upside down" would be appropriate right now

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[BrianTheBailBondsman]

I was righteously pissed
MOJOPIN your just pissed becouse you didnt say it first lol J/K

As long as you didnt call anyone a fuckin' guinea Bastard your o.k. in my book but my book doesnt have any pages!....
And while we are pouring our hearts out...

I'm sorry for the time i hit my thumb with a hammer and said OUCH you fucking rat bastard mother fuckin (&*^^%$^*

Nice job jeff and your from jersey?


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[ToddEVF]

wow! Leadership by example i guess. . . Jeff, that extended vaction apon yourself for 2 weeks is really shocking move. . .

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[Aggie]

that extended vaction apon yourself for 2 weeks is really shocking move. . .


It's good PR.

J/K :)

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[Justice4all]

Bravo Jeff...I am NOT impressed but I DO admire your sense of fair play and justice (no I am not being sarcastic) What you did is something I would have done. I am not above anyones law either. Especially the ones I set for myself.
I respect what you have done

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Thank you JerseyRich!!!!!

[Patches]

Actually I thought what you wrote was one of those deals where someone was logged in under your name, and decided to F w/ you. Cool move though.

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[DC Reed]

A noble act jeff, it takes alot to admit ones own flaws, and you did it.

Youll always be the HNIC.

Enjoy your two weeks, goto a buddist priest, reach nirvana and raise your karma man.

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